Suppressed feelings

'Silently hurting is arguably better than gone wrong confessions.' - Anonymous

Hi! How are you doing? The feelings will just stay to where it should be. Don't worry. Although I was not able to tell you what I really felt before I went away but I guess it's better to keep it that way. I'm afraid that if you'll soon find out, I will lose the friendship between us then I'll go back to being a stranger. I'm not the risky type. I'm not the person who is vocal to my feelings. It will just be awkward to both of us if I confess, I'm pretty sure of that. 

But you know what, I am so happy you shared that little part of yours. I appreciate you giving your spare time listening to what I like. Your simple hi or hello makes my day. I didn't think of falling for you but it just happened. Whenever I think of you, it makes me smile and wonder when exactly this feelings started.

I guess this is goodbye. I'm glad you became one of my inspiration. It's better to let these words left unspoken. After all, I'm used to this one-sided feeling. It's time to let go. It's better to admire you silently without you knowing. One day, I'm gonna look back at this moment and laugh. With another guy to crush on. Maybe in the afterlife, we'll meet someday. Who knows? Thank you for the memories. Till then.