The introvert in me..

enjoying my time in the field after work

Truly, if you would ask me one thing about myself, I would say I'm an absolutely an introvert person. Yes, that pretty describes me. Right now, I'm comfortable keeping my circle small. I just realized I don't need a lot of friends to hang out. I may just count my friends on my fingers but they're precious to me. Introverts are not really anti-social. Introverts have friends... it's just that they keep that QUALITY OVER QUANTITY philosophy. They might have misunderstood me. Some might think I'm angry just because I stay silent and some might think I'm a snob. It's just about keeping my comfort zone intact but the truth is I'm being expressive to the closest people I know. I love conversations more than small talks. When I'm with other people, I rather stay quiet instead of trying to open up small talks coz it makes me feel weird. As they say, when you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything.

The most common thing introverts do love is that moment of silence, enjoying his own company and being quiet with the loudest mind. That's why I prefer writing my thoughts through my diary or in this blog to have my say. An interesting book to read and a quiet ambiance are my heaven. When I was a kid, I was in the middle of depression. I used to blame myself for being such a boring person and the shy type but as I grow up, I appreciated the fact that I come to love who I truly am. I'm also trying to come out in my shell sometimes.

No need to act like somebody just to be loved. If others don't like you, so what? As long as you didn't hurt anybody, there's nothing wrong for being an introvert. Few friends? Fine! Just focus and surround yourself with the people who know your worth and keep you to the positive side of life. It's nice to know that although I may have the introvert personality in me, still there are some people who come to understand my weirdoness. I do believe all of us have that introvert side but on a different level though. I love being an introvert and I'm proud to say it.