Being ALONE and LEFT BEHIND

Life can be bitter at times. I can tell. You know, at this moment of time, I really don't know where should I belong because I feel like I don't fit in anymore. What used to be my happy life during the first semester turned out to be the opposite.How I want to tell the whole world that I'M already BORED!!!

Even though I've got friends but  still there's a part of me that's lacking. I can't figure out what is it but that's bothering me. Sometimes, your what so called friends will turn you down at the very least because they see something that they don't like and the worst part, gossiping right behind your back. Tsk.Tsk. That's why I'm talking to you all about ALONE IN SPIRIT.

Sometimes it's good for us to be alone, to assess ourselves if we are ready to face the raucous and complicated world alone and there will be times you rather like being alone because you feel better, I do the same thing sometimes!!

Ever feel like YOU ARE AGAINST THE WORLD?

It might be YES or NOT REALLY. It depends but for those who feel the same way as me. It's difficult because I used to be a shy girl in school but still they don't like me as a person. They judged me by saying I'm not a good friend because I didn't let them see my answer during the quiz. Huh! Is that reasonable? They sometimes left me without a word,

For now, I'm alone. I don't see anyone who will understand me and even let me lend her shoulder to cry on. Being alone in spirit makes me sick but I can't do anything with it. Things are getting tough and its colors fade. May the good Lord will give me strength and faith that even though my world seems dull nowadays. I will learn to love it and even change it for the BETTER.

I'll just ignore what other people say and go on with the flow.