Random Thoughts: I rather be alone

There's nothing wrong with being yourself.

Well, at those times when I find myself out in the dark, I realized that I rather choose to be alone than be with the wrong people who doesn't value my worth. Why? I feel more comfortable and this keeps me away from pretending what you're not. Being alone doesn't mean you're lonely. It's just that you give respect to yourself and limitation that you don't have to please everybody just to like you. This is where you find peace and tranquility with yourself.  In this case, if they don't feel you, that's fine. People are like puzzles.
If they are intended to fit for you then that's great! But don't feel bad if they don't. It's better to distance yourself from them. It will be better to pray for them that they may have a change of heart.

I deserve to be loved

Everybody deserves to be loved, that's for sure. In the eyes of God, there are no exceptions. Whether you're rich or poor, black or white, moslem or christian, everyone deserves to be given importance of equal quantity. Yes, we're not equal but God has been with us through thick or thin no matter how we think life is unfair. At times we don't feel his presence but that's because we refuse to listen.

In this Sunday evening, I glorify God's name. May He continue to bless each of us to stay closer together and live with his teachings. May all the people know someone loves them, truthfully, wholeheartedly, unconditionally. I hope they come to appreciate every week that passed. This I ask through our Lord Jesus. Amen

BLOGGING OR FACEBOOK?

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It's been around five years since I opened this account. I was in high school then and I was just curious about how blogging works. I didn't take this seriously thinking it would blow up my private life and since I'm so busy with school, I just updated this when I have something so serious to talk about.

Now, five years had passed. I'm now a college student and I only have 34 blogs inside my page. I just realized how many important things I should have posted here, how many memorable moments I should have shared and to include those distressing ones. Though I haven't posted it here, I have posted it all in my memory. What do I get from blogging anyway?

Aside from having difficulties in expressing it all in English (though it isn't necessary), I also have troubles on how to make it more interesting to you (of course). I'm using the net for research and entertainment, but I didn't update this account (unlike facebook) because I don't have friends here or contacts. I don't have a friend who has a blog either so I feel bored seeing no one is liking my posts. One advantage of Facebook is that the moment you posted something, you could get likes in a flash and even comments that you and your friends could discuss.

To compare the two, Facebook has more users compared here. In blogger, you could only see interested users express their feelings or share their thoughts through formally written English whilst Facebook doesn't require that. Although Facebook doesn't have a webpage approach like blogger, it truly extends its purpose and that is to connect people that is important to you. On the other hand blogger advantages in a way that most educators, businessmen, and professionals post their thoughts here providing knowledge to thousands of web surfers all around the world. Not only that, blogger gives chance to students (like me), to talk about something that other students could relate.

If I were to be asked about this issue, I think I need both. Facebook connects me to people directly and blogger lets me express my feelings and thoughts about everything. My English got better upon blogging often too. I had fun digging my older posts (haha), my English was not so good.

Well, It doesn't matter how much followers you get in here but rather your will to instill knowledge to others. This could be your online diary too. Try it now, folks!

I'm in love with this chocolate.. FERRERO ROCHER

Last night, Ferrero Rocher broke the record as MY FAVORITE CHOCOLATE EVER. It was last night that I realized I love its rich milk choco filling coated with its delicious choco crisp! It was really loaded with ‘oh-so-yummy’ ingredients to the fact that I love the luscious hazelnuts around it.

Every bite of this chocolate gets more excitement because first, you can feel the soft crunch of the choco wafer coating, then there goes the hazelnuts tempting your palate and finally, you can savor the richness of the choco filling that is really, really delicious.

The chocolates come from a nice packaging being wrapped with a golden foil and on a cupcake wrapper. About 24 of them are placed in a nice transparent box good for gifting purposes. (Isn’t that presentable?)

So indulge and spoil yourself with this delectable and exquisite

chocolate. You can share this by two or among the group. Nothing gets sweeter if you share it with others. :)) Although I haven’t tried eating dark chocolates but for now, I’m in love with this chocolate. It is the best chocolate that I’ve been tasted so far. I want you to try this folks. It’s very addicting! Thanks pup for giving this to us:))

FACT: The word Rocher is a French word, meaning Rock.

This chocolate originated from Italy by a chocolatier named Pietro Ferrero.

Right Here Waiting... (AN OFW STORY)

This video was the one we made last year. Yeah, this was made possible with the help of my cousins (esp. Ate Jeb2). This vid shows how a filipino father really worked hard for the sake of his family without them realizing his sacrifices. 

Produced by: Nels Entertainment

Directed and Edited by: Cindy Escoba

Written by: Jeb Escoba

Cast:

Jeb Escoba

Ralph Ambayan

Cherry Escoba

Shiralee Ambayan

Richard Escoba

Pamela Baisac

What a tragic March :((

Cute little one!

Hi guys!! Well, a lot had happened to me during this month and I think it was not good. To start with, we didn't think that my ate's fiance would be gone too soon. To think their wedding is fast approaching, it was really a tragic one coz we never thought he would face his end. It was really unexpected that I and my mother cried because of the accident. You know, I felt so sad for my ate because their day was planned already and suddenly she just lost her love. It hurts. I hope he is in the safe hands of our heavenly father..

Sleeping!!

On the other hand, last March 12, our dog Kimmy gave birth to her eleven very cute and adorable puppies. It was a good feeling then to have witnessed how she gave birth to her young coz we saw how the puppies came out from her womb. We were amazed to see the puppies came out with their plastic-like covering which I thought the cell from which they were developed. That's when we also saw Kimmy so protective and loving to her puppies when she licked each one of them just to dry them out. Most of the puppies are spotted (black and white) like dalmatians!

The next day, I arrived early from school. I was so depressed and my mind was fluttering thinking of the test we had in physiology. As usual, I was not able to answer it all. (Haha, I didn't take the test seriously!). I was so excited to see the puppies that I went straight to the place. When Kimmy saw me, she was just ok seeing me touch her puppies when the little Gian approached.

We have eleven of them!

At first, I and Gian enjoyed seeing the puppies when Gian accidentally hit the carton where Kimmy laid her puppies. When Kimmy saw Gian, I was really nervous now that Kimmy barked at us loudly. The dog even stood and kept on barking at us until she chased Gian. Luckily I got the hand of the child and we were on a merry-go-round state at that time. I remembered myself shouted for help and Lenlen was there in an instant. She got the child in her arms and Kimmy stopped. The incident caused a commotion to our neighbors

Well, it was not easy because if Gian got bitten. Things will get worse, I swear!

I say March was not a good month for me but to think it's the end of the second semester, I was so relieved!. No loads to study and we have more time to rest and relax. I hope that this coming April, I can make something productive. What do you think? ahahaha... stay tuned for more updated blog!

I don't feel like 18 years old!!

Oh yes! I celebrated my 18th birthday yesterday and I was so happy to see my family with my relatives singing me the birthday song joyfully. To think it's my debut this year, I was not expecting for a lavish party because I know we don't have the bucks to spend but yesterday, it was an unexpected one to have many foods on the table especially the cakes (given by uncle Victor and aunt Elsie and the other that mom bought for me) and the ice cream!

For me, it was a nice to see myself so happy as I celebrated my day with my family. I'm contented to what they gave to me and as for my age, I don't feel like being 18, moreover I feel like 16 still. I don't want to get old, I just want to stay on my youth. I thank God for letting me live for 18 years. It's an accomplishment already! Thanks mom and dad for the celebration last night and thanks uncle Victor for the cake and for the present. I really like it!

CRY until your eyes run DRY

Time has come that as a human being, I should start the odyssey of my life. To taste the agonies and bitterness that life is giving to each one of us.

I cry.......cry...........cry until I feel light. It was really interesting that when you were young you don't have to worry financially or emotionally but as you grow up, you start to worry about things you had never worried before. Like me! I'm  just an ordinary college girl but look at me I do have many rotten struggles to strive on and after that I cry. So When I cry, I let out my emotions and my frustrated feelings.

I think there's nothing that you can do to escape the crisis . Once you cry, you feel tired and being tired will teach you how to fight the struggles and obstacles in life. You know life is just a matter a choice and if we only have a strong belief in God then it will never be hard for us to cope up with the things this complicated world keeps on giving us. 

Being ALONE and LEFT BEHIND

Life can be bitter at times. I can tell. You know, at this moment of time, I really don't know where should I belong because I feel like I don't fit in anymore. What used to be my happy life during the first semester turned out to be the opposite.How I want to tell the whole world that I'M already BORED!!!

Even though I've got friends but  still there's a part of me that's lacking. I can't figure out what is it but that's bothering me. Sometimes, your what so called friends will turn you down at the very least because they see something that they don't like and the worst part, gossiping right behind your back. Tsk.Tsk. That's why I'm talking to you all about ALONE IN SPIRIT.

Sometimes it's good for us to be alone, to assess ourselves if we are ready to face the raucous and complicated world alone and there will be times you rather like being alone because you feel better, I do the same thing sometimes!!

Ever feel like YOU ARE AGAINST THE WORLD?

It might be YES or NOT REALLY. It depends but for those who feel the same way as me. It's difficult because I used to be a shy girl in school but still they don't like me as a person. They judged me by saying I'm not a good friend because I didn't let them see my answer during the quiz. Huh! Is that reasonable? They sometimes left me without a word,

For now, I'm alone. I don't see anyone who will understand me and even let me lend her shoulder to cry on. Being alone in spirit makes me sick but I can't do anything with it. Things are getting tough and its colors fade. May the good Lord will give me strength and faith that even though my world seems dull nowadays. I will learn to love it and even change it for the BETTER.

I'll just ignore what other people say and go on with the flow.

9 Reasons People Cheat

Well as I told you before,..Cheating is a tactic in a game but I don't know if it will be applicable when it comes to love..I bet that no one in this world since their young age do not experience cheating..even I commit it also but not as always..
So, are cheaters born cheaters, or do certain situations cause people to cheat? Probably a little bit of both. Here are some situations that make people cheat:

1. Bored
I'd say this is the most common reason that people cheat.It's tough to keep that edge throughout a relationship. Things start off grand and then level off and then you both realize that it's still real life. When you meet someone else, that inaugural excitement of a new relationship kicks back in.

2. Dependence
At first glance, cheating seems like independent behavior. It could be interpreted as doing what you want, when you want. But I would argue that cheating is a dependent behavior. A cheater is dependent because they are not strong enough to break up with their significant other in order to get with the new person.
3. Confusion
Sometimes life or a particular situation can get to you. When the perfect storm of confusion is going on in your head, you make mistakes.

4. Because They Let You
If any girl ever cheated on me, I'd break up with her immediately. Forgiving a cheater is putting up with it, and starts a vicious cycle. That person who cheated may lose respect for you and might continue to cheat-because they know they can get away with it, because you'll continue to take them back.

5. Nurturing
If someone is mistreating you, then your first instinct is to get away from him or her. But sometimes it's not that simple-maybe you are raising kids together. If you feel trapped in a bad relationship, it's only natural that you will run to the open arms of a person who treats you well.

6. Revenge
This is quite simple- an eye for an eye. Cheat on them if they cheat on you. If they continuously hurt you or abuse you in some way, you do it to get them back.

7. Confirmation of AttractivenessSometimes when you're in a long relationship, or if your significant other is taking you for granted, you begin to wonder if you're still attractive. Perhaps, because you were out on the dating circuit, you felt more attractive when you were single. If you have an affair, you've proven that a new person can be attracted to you.

8. The ThrillSome people just enjoy the thrill of cheating: running around secretly, risking getting caught, andcreating thrilling moments with a forbidden romance.

9. They Don't Consider It Cheating, Even Though You MightRelationships have that grey area, usually right before you become exclusive. He thinks date #4 is when you're "together," and you think date #2 is when you're "together." If you haven't talked about exclusivity, someone may think they are well within their rights to see other people, even though the other person in the relationship may not.

I don't understand why people don't break up as soon as they have an urge to cheat. Is it natural to have temptation, or is temptation a sign that the relationship is losing its fire? What reasons would you add to this list, and do you disagree with any? If you've ever cheated, why did you do it? Could you forgive a cheater? If you are single, but seeing a person who is in a committed relationship, does that make you a cheater?

Posted by Rich
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Never Judge a Person

You know, I was so upset. You know why?

Well, I will tell you this as a secret between the two of us and please don't dare to tell anyone else..Here I go. I will start my story~~~

It was 9:00 am and I started eating my snack in the classroom. My INTELLIGENT classmates are roaming around to ask who are those fellas that are included in TOP 15. They noticed me (I don't know why) and ask me if I were included in the list and what place I am. I retorted and say..

"No, I wasn't included, but I'm in 21st place"

You know what my classmates responded?

They laughed at me..What a reaction!!!
In those times that they laughed in front of me .. I looked at myself and suddenly dusk hit upon me..I realize that I'm so low and weak that I can't stand on my own..

From the start, I look down myself as an ugly,dumb and unworthy person. But I came out of my shell and began to have what we called 'SELF ESTEEM' for my family and friends who are always there for me to coax and told me to cheer up all times. But of all those efforts that I've done to be POSITIVE and be CONFIDENT will just be ruined and turned into devastation by the people who don't even feed me and who don't even hold my life?!!

I cried, for the world that I stepped on now is not fair. Why? Because they made people almost perfect except me. Why do they have to laugh me?Is it because they are smart while I am not..??I described them as the 'DISCRIMINATOR' and I don't like their traits. Even though they are smart, they should not look down others and find their weaknesses in a person.

Upon hearing this, my one classmate (who joined the laughing or started it probably) approached me and ask for an apology. It takes minutes for me to decide and to be alone and I forgave her. If Jesus forgives us sinners why can't I forgive them?

Life is not always at the top. I wish that someday, people don't see me as an ugly person but someone a friend who can give advices. NEVER JUDGE A PERSON whom you didn't know yet. You must see to it that before prejudice others is you must look what's in yourself. Today, I thanked Heavenly Father for giving lecture in this day. Therefore, I conclude that not all people have the same characteristics and he made us different. We should treat one another as brothers and sisters. Praise the Lord!!!